Tuesday, December 30, 2008

22 Days Away...

Well, I couldn't be more excited and nervous... how could I not be ready after 3 years of waiting?

We are now 22 LID days away from seeing our daughter for the first time. When will this be?

4 day average - July Referral travel in August
5 Day average - June Referral travel in July
6 Day average - May Referral travel in June

I am thinking we will be going to China this summer... Chris won't miss school and Jim & Chris might both miss Boy Scout Summer camp... But ME?? I won't be missing anything... My summer? CLEAR... to go to China and bring home our long awaited daughter.

Just a little giddy!

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Saturday, December 20, 2008

The Art of Procrastination


I have the best husband in the world... bar none!

He is dedicated to his family, works hard and a very hands on dad... so just like the rest of us some things have to fall through the cracks. Today, with the threat of 40 mile an hour winds with pressure from me, he decided to FINALLY move the patio furniture to the garage. Since we won't be needing it for Christmas dinner...

Friday, December 19, 2008

Snow Doggie Day



Having such a great day... Chris' last day of school was supposed to be today so he his off now for the year, Jim is working from home today and is also now home for the year. We are all just hanging out and enjoying our 'free' day.


Jim just read that the auto industry was granted 13 billion in loans and we can breath a sigh of relief that Jim should be employed now for at least a few more months and we can update our home study without fear.

Chris & Jim's birthdays are over... so I can focus more on Christmas. It is great to have them home with me to get things finished up this week-end.

I just found out yesterday that one of my dearest friends is going to have a baby, another is due on the 23rd and one is on the verge of adopting and my neighor's sister in-law just gave birth to twins! ... I am surrounded by babies... literally! ;)

I am feeling that giddy Christmas joy... off to bake some cookies!

Merry Christmas Everyone!

Friday, December 12, 2008

Suspense is over...

China Progress:
Well I guess the suspense is over for referrals this month, except for the mystery of why so many people with 2/23 LID's didn't get their referrals. One person (from RQ forum) was told that the C**A made a 'mistake' and their LID is really 3/7... seriously??

Anyway we are now 27 LID days away from referral, and even though the LID average for the last 6-12 months has been 6 days, I am thinking the average will drop to 3-4 with the incredibly large requests in March. So I am hoping for June, yet thinking August. Isn't it crazy?

Another hitch:
I am asking for prayers for the auto industry and all those who will be affected if they are allowed to fall. My husband works for GM and we are bracing ourselves for the possibility he might lose his job. We need to update our home study for our I-171h in January and if he isn't employed? No job, no home study, no home study, no I-171h, no I-171h no daughter... Just another test of faith in this crazy roller coaster.

Living Life:

We are very much looking forward to Christmas, Sunday is Jim & Chris' family birthday party and tonight is Chris' 13th birthday party. Six teens, pizza, and Guitar Hero World Tour - the complete band. I am gearing up for lots of noise, something broken, something spilled and making an entire box of pancake mix after a night with no sleep! Loving it!

Once this week-end of 2 birthday parties, I can finally focus on Christmas...

Merry Christmas to all!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Pins & Needles

Now that we are getting closer to referral (subjective I know) each month is getting more and more exciting. We now have been LID for 32 months or 38 months since we began our adoption of Hope.

In the beginning of November China referred families with LID's (requests) through February 17, 2006. Just a mere 33 LID days away from our LID of March 22, 2006.

Waiting on pins and needles to see how much closer they get this week, I am going to guess that they refer up through February 23rd (6 days) putting us at 27 days more days to go.

I read a post recently about speculation on the massive slow down in Chinese adoptions or "paper ready" babies, that finally made sense to me. It talked about how when the Hague Treaty went into effect (can't seem to find the year right now) that it became very expensive and labor intensive to get babies ready for international adoption (IA)so more and more orphanage directors are choosing NOT to prepare their babies for IA.

I have believed all along, that there was not such a huge drop in abandoned children in China to account for the drop in IA. Especially when the amount of babies actually adopted out were a mere fraction of the abandoned children to begin with...

Pray for these forgotten children, THEY are the ones who suffer at the expense of this rules put into place to protect... whom?

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Merry Christmas

Those who know me well, know I am obsessed with Christmas music. I begin listening to my huge collection starting on Halloween each year and sing my heart out for 2 full months. I have more Chrismas CD's than any other genre, from classic Frank Sinatra and Barbara Striesand; Christian artists like Micheal W. Smith and Amy Grant; a few at the time trendy pics like Clay Aiken and *NSYNC; all time favorites like Gloria Estephan, Harry Connick Jr. and Chicago.

I really like my Harry Connick Jr. "When My Heart Finds Christmas" and oddly enough my Ally McBeal Christmas Cd, Robert Downey Jr. does a rendition of Joni Mitchell's "River" that breaks my heart and Chris love's Jane Krakowski's version of "Run, Rudolf, Run" & "I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa" I love to sing along with *NSYNC's a cappella version of "O Holy Night" in my car as LOUD as I can belt it out.

I have a few instumental CD's like Manheim Steamroller and Trans Siberian Orchestra and I classify George Winston's December and Canadian Brass Greatest Hit's with my Christmas stuff because they remind me of a winter romance I had in my youth ; )

I have more Amy Grant than any others and love them the best, since I played them over and over when I was in labor with Christopher almost 13 years ago. "Tennesee Christmas", "Breath of Heaven" and "Emmanuel" are my favoite AG's... I think I like her so much since she sings in my key - whatever that is?

In general my favorite Christmas songs are O Holy Night, The First Noel, Emmanuel, White Christmas and The Christmas Song and Winter Wonderland!

Every year I try and treat myself to a new Christmas CD, 2 years ago I happened upon a Third Day "Christmas Offerings" CD that was mis-shelved near the "Kid's Bop" CD's I was looking to buy Chris for his birthday. I though "Okay, this will be the one this year!" I threw it in the cart and tore it open in the car and was enjoying it as I ran the rest of my errands, when "Merry Christmas" began to play, it was like being hit from behind... I had to stop the car... I wasn't breathing... I prayed through my tears... for myself, for all the babies needing homes and for all the families waiting.




I also love my Steven Curtis Chapman Christmas cd's, yet this year, they are making me cry each and every time I hear his voice. Praying for the Chapman family this holiday season.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Chris' "No Smoking Commercial" Assignment!

Are you tired of people telling you not to smoke? Or are all the no smoking signs not giving you the big idea? Well, you shouldn’t be. If you smoke, you are actually putting all kinds of chemicals into your body.

  • Here’s a list:
  • arsenic (or rat poison)
  • alfalfa (not the bad hair day)
  • ammonia (toilet bowl cleaner)
  • acetone (nail polish remover)
  • carbon monoxide (car exhaust)
  • formaldehyde
  • hydrogen cyanide
  • D.D.T.

Have you ever wondered why they don’t have ads for cigarettes, chew, or cigars on TV? It’s because they aren’t allowed to, it’s against the law. All these poisons are why.

Smoking causes lung, throat, stomach, and bladder cancer. Lung cancer is responsible for killing 1200 people EVERY day! Do you want to be one of these people?! A healthy lung is nice and pink, but a smoker’s lung is black, shriveled, charred, and disgusting. Tobacco also causes heart disease and strokes. Smoking is responsible for bad breath, yellow teeth, and 85% of lung cancer. It is even dangerous for your family, friends, pets, and everyone around you. In haling others’ smoke can cause lung cancer just as much as if you smoke. This is called second-hand smoking.

Since cigarettes contain nicotine, a highly addicting chemical, it is hard to quit. Two cigarettes are all it takes to become addicted. Because of nicotine, your body tells you that you need it. Listen to your body when it tells you you are thirsty or hungry, but not when tobacco is on your mind.

Smoking is deadly and the only reason for it is suicide; so please, no smoking. If you smoke, please ask your doctor about any ways to quit, with medications or gums. Have you always told yourself that winners never quit? Well, not now, quit, and you just might win.

(I just had to post this... One of Chris' best writing assignments to date. Chris is very passionate about this subject since he never met his grandfather and recently lost an uncle due to lung cancer)

Sunday, November 16, 2008

More on David

I know... only one comment on Beth Moore, but I can't help posting that I did receive my study book and have gone through the first day. Not much so far to report on that but, I about passed out when today's sermon was on David! Too many co-incidents for me. Our discussion was on God's timing and how when God doesn't answer our prayer doesn't necessarily mean "no", it might mean "wait...for something incredibly better"!!

W!O!W!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Beth Moore

I have to say that one of the things I have done to fill my time during this wait, was to join a Woman's Bible Study. Last year I was introduced to my first Beth Moore study of Daniel. WHOA! This woman is a dynamo. For the first time I did a group study and was eager to do my homework all the way through to the end. She spoke to me as a woman and it wasn't boring. at. all. Since then I also did her "Believing God" study with the girls and found such peace in so many areas of my life.

As a lifelong Christian, attending the United Methodist Church growing up and though out our marriage and attending Lutheran schools from 6th - 12th grade, I have always believed in God, known the benefit of prayer and leading a Christ centered life. It was how I was raised, what I chose for myself when I was confirmed. God was there when I made choices good and bad. He was there in joyful times as well as when I was grieving. He was even there when I forgot him from time to time. I am not one of those people who can say, on a certain date, I was saved. I have always know I was saved, and he continually saves me every day.

We all have things we can share that have 'happened' to us. Things that have shaken us, robbed us of our innocence, our Hope. These things, when overcome, shape our lives. They can make us stronger, more compassionate, emotionally mature. We ALL have them, the difference is how we deal with them. One of my favorite bible verses is Romans 5:3-4 We rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, HOPE.

So... what has a 3 year wait to adopt after 6 years of infertility treatment, produced from me? It has truly taught me a lesson in God's timing. God gave me the strength to fight, to persevere, to seek Him more and to eventually bask in His blessings and to find true joy and peace. To trust Him, that Hope will come... at the perfect time.

Due to a scheduling conflict I can't attend the Women's Bible Study right now. I'm not sure why, but I have had David on my mind lately. I decided to start reading Samuel and study David on my own. After a few chapters, I had a million questions, that I knew Beth Moore would have already researched! I decided to see if she had a David study. The next day I hit my favorite Christian book store and found that they didn't have one from Beth, I almost bought one by Charles Swindol but decided to check the net instead. When I looked on line I found it and immediately ordered it. Later that day, I was flipping channels, and noticed something about Singapore, (everything Asian I seem to peek at) so I stopped, it was a Pastor Joseph Prince teaching about David! I just had to smile...

Right now, I don't know why God chose David's lessons for me... but I will let you know when I start the book! Daniel was about being Godly in and Un-Godly world, Believing God taught me to trust Him completely, that God can do anything and with Him I can do anything, maybe David will stop me from feeling so small in a world full of Philistine giants!! I need to go get a slingshot!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

2 Days!!

Well, it looks like the CC*A officially processed 2 days of requests to adopt this month putting us at 33 request days away.

They have maintained an average of 6 days per month over the last year, and last 6 months. Here are the predictions of when they will match our LID of March 22, 2006,using the averages of 6-3 days.

6 days - May
5 days - June
4 days - August
3 days - November (hopefully we aren't at 'another year yet!"'


(counting January - December batches)
In 2006 the CC*A processed 147 LID days (May 06 - Sept 06) 5 Months

In 2007 the CC*A processed 97 LID days (Oct 06 - Dec 14 06) 2.5 Months

In 2008 the CC*A processed 65 LID days so far, with only one referral set to go. Hmmmm a 2 day batch would give them 67! :) (Dec 15, 06 - Feb ?, 06) 2.? Months.

So with that amount of decline, I wonder if they will reduce the number of days processed next year, hopefully it will be more than just March?

UPDATE: This made me laugh I checked Adoption Forcast and they predicted my best case scenario:



I would love this to be true, yet doubtful at this point!

Friday, October 31, 2008

Blessings from Above!

My friend Nikki, at Life with Lily Lin (link on sidebar) has posted some incredible news this morning!

She has been chosen by a birth mother to adopt her baby due in January!!!

Happy news for a family that has struggled to simply do what so many take for granted - build a familly!

Congratulations Nikki!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

31 Months

Since I just love Winnie the Pooh, I recently bought a cd full of classic Pooh songs for our daughter.



This song just made me sob when I heard it. Pooh is missing Christopher Robin, I know how he feels...




Wherever You Are

Come out moon
Come out wishing star
Come out Come out
Wherever you are

I’m out here in the dark
All alone and wide awake
Come and find me
I’m empty and I’m cold
And my heart's about to break
Come and find me

I need you to come here and find me
Cause without you I’m totally lost
I've hung a wish on every star
It hasn’t done much good so far
I can only dream of you
Wherever you are

I’ll hear you laugh
I’ll see you smile
I’ll be with you just for a while
But when the morning comes
And the sun begins to rise I will lose you

Because it’s just a dream
When I open up my eyes I will lose you
I used to believe in forever
But forever is to good to be true

I've hung a wish on every star
It hasn’t done much good so far
I don’t know what else to do
Except to try to dream of you
And wonder if you are dreaming too

Wherever you are

Wherever you are

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Geeked, Psyched, Stoked...

Whatever you want to call it... I'm getting excited!

Today I called the health department to check on our immunizations, we never went back for our 3rd shot. I found out we don't have to start over... we just need to get in for the last one.

I e-mailed immigration and played dumb. I told them we had our freebie and needed to renew, what do we do? They said I needed to send a request to renew our fingerprints within 30 days of them expiring and then send in our I600a 30 days before our I-171h expires. We let our fingerprints expire last time, I guess we won't do that now.

I actually read our Reality Check and With Eyes Wide Open a long time ago and never took the 'tests' I am going to be finishing those up in the next week.

Tomorrow night Jim and I are going to start making lists of stuff we need and what we need to begin looking into, like travel, packing lists etc. Talked about getting Chris his own digital camera for Christmas. He will be a wonderful camera man.

I'm thinking about car seats, strollers, high chairs.... cute baby clothes? (no wait I already have a closet full of those!)

I keep talking to Chris, how cool it would be to miss 2 weeks of school and keep his own blog. Then when their class is in computer's with Amiee she can have them all check him out on the Great Wall and with his sister!!

Yeah, the bricks are falling, the walls are coming down... I am starting to get excited!

P.S. Prayer request: I have 2 friends who are in different stages of domestic adoption they could use a few prayers about right now

The photo of Chris was taken just before we began our Journey to Hope, more than 3 years ago... this journey has been such an amazing test of faith for this young man... stay tuned for a similar pose on The Great Wall... almost 4 years later...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Finally Less Than A Year....

Yesterday I was out shopping with a friend for fabric to make her baby girl (due in December) a Christening dress. While I was sitting at the pattern table figuring out how much of each fabric to buy, my son Chris was sitting in his computer class.

His teacher, my friend Amiee who is 13 months behind us in LID, was checking her e-mail and discovered the message from JSCIS on the I600a issue. She was so excited she couldn't wait to tell someone! Chris was right there! The only person in the entire school who would not only understand but was also affected!!! She actually called me from class to tell me the good news! I wish I had been home to hear it! I get chills just thinking how they were right next to each other when she found the message and Chris knew before I did!

Yet I will tell you he already knew. God has been using Chris all along to keep me faithful and using the adoption to strengthen his faith. When I was upset on Monday about the possibility of not being able to renew our I-171h, Chris was so gentle and sweet, but completely adamant that we were going to China. That nothing would get in our way of getting Hope. He was so calm about it and was doing a great job of consoling ME... it was so very mature.

I am starting to get excited... maybe I'll come out of hiding soon!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

We are safe!!!

Joint Council Update
Program Advocacy
Date October 14, 2008
Regarding I-600A Process
Dear Families & Friends,

After advocating on behalf of adoptive families for the past 6 months, Joint Council is very pleased to confirm that USCIS has announced a very positive ruling concerning the I-600A process. In summary, it is our understanding that, effective immediately, families who filed Form I-600A, Application for Advance Processing of Orphan Petition, prior to April 1, 2008 and whose USCIS approval of that petition (aka the I-171H) has not expired, will be able to proceed with their adoption under the I-600A process if they take certain steps while their approval remain valid. This means that families with valid Form I-600A approvals will not be required to transition to The Hague process via Form I-800A. In order to maintain their status as ‘grandfathered’ cases, families with non-expired Form I-600A approvals must request a one-time free extension. Then, prior to the expiration of the one-time free extension, families must file a new Form I-600A and pay the appropriate fee.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Fight Until The End

My dear family and friends,

When we are so very close to being finally matched with our daughter, we should be in a time of joy and anticipation. Planning the nursery, reading bonding and parenting books, researching Chinese culture and travel.

But, that is not what we are doing.

Our I-171H expires in April. Unless we can guarantee our consulate appointment by its expiration we must renew.

We were one of the first families to use their free extension and are being told we can not renew for a 3rd time. Yet, if I had paid for my second I could renew for my free one now!?!?

However, we can renew under the new regulations, for this, your agency must be Hague accredited, mine is still waiting for our government to approve them...

When the laws were changed, Congress did not intend for us to go through this, yet USCIS (Immigration) decided differently.

I believe China will match us with a daughter, in the next 6-8 months, it might be our government that will keep my dreams from coming true.

Please help: Please read and sign this petition:
Online petition - Adoption for All: The Fairness for Families Petition

(quote from petition below)

Recently, the rules and regulations in the United States of America regarding
international adoption have changed. Congress passed The Hague into law. When
this was done, Congress explicitly stated that families who are in the process
of adopting a child internationally and who have been in process prior to April
1, 2008, are considered “transition cases.”
As such, these families are, by law, grandfathered into the adoption rules and regulations that existed PRIOR TO April 1, 2008 until their adoptions are completed, and these families DO NOT have to re-file under the new Hague guidelines.

However, the Department of State and the US Department of Homeland Security’s CIS (Citizenship and Immigration Services, aka USCIS) bureau are blatantly ignoring this law and forcing all transitional families to abide by the new regulations. This not only contravenes the law as written, but also creates undue hardship for the thousands of US families affected, and will likely cause the disruption of the adoption.

Friday, October 3, 2008

30 Months

Even though I haven't seen the official cut-off being announced, I believe based on referrals I've seen, I can safely say the October batch cut off date was February 15th 2006. 6 days.

We are now officially 35 LID days away from being matched. We just celebrated 30 months waiting.

So based on the 6 day batch nothing has changed for my prediction on when we might see Hope's face for the first time. However, this last dismally small batch has kept me from getting my expectations up for more than a 6 day average in the upcoming months.

If the average number of days referred from now until they get to us is 6 days then we should be matched in April, travel in May. If they speed up a bit: 7 or 8 days March referral travel in April or 9 days February referral, travel in March.

Praying for 9 day averages going forward, but also praying that the I800 will not be a nightmare and disqualify us after our long, excruciating wait.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Update worth noting.

I guess after the last batch of referrals a post was worth noting... We are officially 41 LID days away from being matched. We are also celebrating 30 months in just over another week.

If the average number of days referred from now until they get to us is 6 days then we should be matched in April, travel in May.

If they speed up a bit: 7 or 8 days March referral travel in April or 9 days February referral, travel in March. I am praying for 9 day averages since our I-171H expires mid April! We'll see...

Thanks for the support everyone!

Friday, August 22, 2008

29 Months...

So here we are.
29 months waiting.
CCAA has matched through 1/31/06
There are 50 LID days from Feb 1 - March 22
With a 6 day average per month we are looking at May referral, China in June...?

I'm here, but barely. We are still in this committment until the end. However, I have found that living my life as if we are not, has been the best way to cope. Staying away from RQ, blogging and anything to do with China, including most of the Olympics. Has really been helpful.

I'm not sure why, but today, my lucky number 222 popped up twice and then I noticed it was 8/22, our anniversary. I had forgotten, and was somehow relieved.

Hope you are all enjoying the summer, we are having a spectacular one here in MI. Chris and I are enjoying each other and our pool... it's been clear all summer! (Thank you Jim!) Chris graduated from elementary school in June and will be off to 7th grade in a few weeks at a Christian school.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Where We Are...

I can't believe it has been over 2 months since my last post. A lot of family and friends have been asking where we are in our adoption of Hope, I thought I would post today.

We have been officially logged in for 27 months. The families who were matched with their children this month waited just over 29 months.

China just matched 5 days and families with LID's through January 25th 2006. There are 56 days until they reach our LID.

In the last year, the CCAA has matched an average of 6 days per month, 56/6 = 9.3. So at this point if they continue with a 6 day average we should see a referral in 10 months? May? A possible 37 month wait?? And don't forget to add about 6 weeks to travel and 2 more weeks until we bring her home...

Yes folks.... maybe another year yet...

Monday, May 5, 2008

Such Cute Babies

This month I was so tickled by how adorable all the babies China referred this month, a set of twins barely able to hold their heads up and this little girl with a shock of strawberry blond hair! !

Check her out!

Twins Here!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

25 Months

Lilypie Waiting to adopt Ticker

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

East Meets West Adoption Conference


My friend Amiee and I are dragging our hubbies to the Great Wall's "East Meets West" Chinese Adoption Conference in Chicago this week-end!!!

Having dinner in Chinatown tomorrow night to celebrate Amiee's 1 year LID-aversary!


So excited for a 'grown-up' vacation!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Happy Easter

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. - Jeramiah 29:11

Our church performed this drama today (This one I found on YouTube, by another church)

Know that He is near, know that He wants nothing but joy for you, but you must choose joy to receive it. Choose Christ, Choose Joy.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

2 Year Anniversary...



Speechless...

Monday, March 17, 2008

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Ever Forward

I guess things are moving forward... My agency e-mailed me yesterday wanting to update our records, since we "will be referred this year" the e-mail said!

Huh, could it really happen? Anyone's guess at this point. I'm still thinking Dec-Feb for referral!

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Friday, February 22, 2008

222 - My Lucky Number

seize the moment


Well, here we are February 22, 2008. (or 222) If you had told me 2 years ago that I would be still waiting for my daughter, I wouldn't have believed it. Yet, here we are-

23 Months down - "Another Year To Go"

Any way, since I posted last, I have been baby-sitting 3 days a week, volunteering at the school once a week and sorting through pictures of my son's entire life. I am playing with digital scrapbooking and have found a ton of cool sites that offer freebies! Love a freebie!

So if anyone is into digi scrap, let me know, I am trying to decide on a software package to use, I am doing the free trial of Paint Shop Pro right now, it seems a little combersome and more powerful than I will use at first. I'm also looking for anything free in the way of papers, embellishments and ideas!

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

The Danger of Caffine Addiction

Anyone who knows my Jim, knows how he loves his Diet Coke. I have weened him off of it here at home by simply not buying it anymore.

But.... he does know where to get it... below are pictures of his company car after leaving a bottle of Diet Coke in it on the coldest night of the season... Addiction can be a terrible thing...


We now lovingly call this vehicle the Slushy-mobile!!!

Monday, January 21, 2008

January Update - 22 Months

I just wanted to check in and say "Hello" to everyone who stops in here regularly. I can't believe I am still getting hits on my "Boring-not updated-sad about the wait" blog! I don't want to lose complete touch, so I am going to post monthly, around the time of our LID-iversary, (22 Months on the 22nd) until we get closer. My spirits have been high these past few weeks, I am focusing on the rest of my life and enjoying it!

Chris and Jim went on their Winter Camping trip with Boy Scouts last week-end. I spent time with girlfriends and sorting family photos. (last years New Year's Resolution!) Jim has been waiting and preparing for this camping trip for six months. It is the time where the boys can earn a Polar Bear patch. The only requirement: Stay outside for 24 hours in tempuratures below freezing. What????

As an All Girl - American Woman - I ask WHY??? The only answer I get is a sly smile with a twinkle in his eye.

So while I was bundled up in my flannel pajamas, in my king sized pillow top bed with sateen sheets and extra loft comforter, my baby was sleeping in the snow...

I pulled Jim aside as he was packing, and informed him that the only reason I was allowing Chris to go on this was because of him. That if my baby came home with frostbite or pneumonia, he would suffer beyond his wildest imagination. To this my husband, stared blankly, like a deer in headlights...

In the end... my son had the time of his life. He got to hang with 19 other boys, sleep in the snow, cook every meal for his patrol, have snowball fights, go sleding, share jokes and bodily functions and in
the end, earn his Polar Bear! I don't think he's a baby anymore...




No frostbite, no pneumonia not even a sniffle but maybe a sore butt from that sled landing!

Saturday, January 12, 2008

kim

Friday, January 11, 2008

mombday

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

In The Pink

Thanks for everyone's thoughtful comments and prayers. I have to say I have really felt the prayers. It is amazing the support system I have here at home. My family and friends have all been supportive and understanding. I have spent time in prayer and have found that if the Chinese government wants me to wait. Then I'm gonna wait!! This is a staring contest I'm gonna win!

In the mean time I am putting feelers out for other options and get to start doing day-care for my 4 year old neighbor Lainey for 10 weeks while her mom does her student teaching. I also found out that 13 years ago when I 'quit' going to college, due to morning sickness with Chris, I actually had enough credits to graduate with an Assoc. in General Studies. Since I didn't finish my last class in my area of study (Assoc of Computer Geek) I didn't apply for graduation. I could have changed my major and gotten my diploma. After all these years all I need to do is take a class (any class) just to be enrolled and I can get a piece of paper that will say I finished 'something'!! (Kim if you are reading this stop laughing!)

So now I get to decide which class to take, hmmm, there is Culinary Arts 101, Early Childhood Development, Finance, maybe an HTML class!!... Decisions ... Decisions...

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Blessings Overflow



In light of this month's devastating 5 day referral batch I am angry, frustrated, and overwhelmed with grief. I emptied Hope's room out today, packed up her little pink things and stripped the crib. The reminder of what may never be has become unbearable.

I keep reminding myself that I'm alright. That God is good and that I am blessed.

As I am typing this it is getting dark and bitter cold, after a beautiful day of sunlit snow. My house is cozy warm and we are enrobed in the smells from the pot roast simmering on the stove. Chris has the sniffles and is cuddled up on the couch with a new video game, relaxed and enjoying himself. Jim is on his way home from his first day back to work after 2 weeks vacation, I know that he is looking forward to a quiet evening after his long day and hour long drive home in the snow. There is something so comforting about settling in on a cold winter night. It is in these quiet moments that I can reflect on my blessings and thank God for all I have.

My cup overflows...My Joy is in the Lord